| OK IF YOU LOVE ME AND MISS ME THEN GO TO:
xX_1oopuRrcEnTaDorABle_Xx....im lacking on the comments over there...
Laura |
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| SO i decided that i wanted a new xanga name so i switched i will go around to a select few people and tell you my new name b.c i am trying to make it difficult for gimp to find it!!! so i have to be smart about the info i am giving out...
Laura |
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| So this week has been soo boring i dont even know where to start!!! i went to my grandparents and stayed there until today...and like all grandparents houses there is only so much you can do...i played Age of the Empires II the ENTIRE weekend...one more day and i would have imploded!!! but its ok i watched greys anatomy and wildfire so life was ok...i almost had to smack a lawsuit down against the weather guys tho during greys anatomy...they kept interupting for stupid things like tornadoes and such...something about important. but either way i will go now...IM BORED!!!...i cant wait to see Gimp...i miss him sooo much.
Godbless, laura |
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| BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EVERYONE...PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Godbless, Laura |
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| How is it that one day life can be so peachy and then others suck butt... like on saturday i had an amazing day...i hung out with lizabeth and i drank two mello yellos and i babysat some kiddos and i just had an overall wonderful day...then sunday it was ok...but today i just, i dont know really like everyone seems to be depressed or upset about something... and its way bringing me down like Xcore... i mean the more i look at everyone around me with relationships the more it freaks me out about being in one...and i know that sounds so backwards but its true... im so terrified of being in another crappy relationship that i am convinced this one is going to go sour too... i have let myself get utterly attached to gimpy and now i find myself freaking out and trying to push myself away from him...(im soo sorry baby.) like today i dont think i said more than 5 sentences to him the whole day... and he was having a really crappy day and i didnt do anything to help make it better. And that makes me feel really bad. I dunno everything is hitting me at once...i decided today that my eventual final career will be working with Disney, at one of their parks...probably disney world...i decided my major is going to be Entertainment... but now i have to change my schedual. i have to drop cross country, take a summer math, science, english or history so that i can take a 4th elective next year...i plan on taking drama, tech, spanish and ofcourse band. and this might also mean me moving to florida for college...i am totally freaking out...i have to keep my grades good or darell will deffinately kill me. i am just totally way overstressed right now... and PROM OMGG ( Oh My Goodness Gracious.) darell doesnt want me to go but i dont want to go to san antonio...im really sorry guys but i just dont want to... i dont really hang out with you anymore i mean lynzi and tawni and travis will be together, jess and britney will be together, i really just wont have anyone to hang out with, and besides that, this is gimps senior year...(which freaks me out relationship wise too...) and Elizabeths friends SUCK XCORE!!! and she wants to go with me to prom but if i dont go she will go to memorials and have a truly sucky time...and i love her and i dont want that to happen... so ya that is my life in a kind of nutshell way...i just hope it gets better...cuz i really do love gimp...i am just royaly freaked out by commitment...(sorry again Gimp)...this doesnt mean im breaking up with you. i am going to make this work cuz you are amazing...
Godbless, Laura |
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